Part 1: Getting in

 

I stand naked staring at the hot water

gingerly placing one foot into the tub

 

Bending over I brace myself on porcelain

Lifting a second foot over and into the tub

 

I grab both faucets and try to squat

Down, down, down, drop and splash

 

Sliding forward the warm liquid swirls

Around my aching muscles and white folds

 

As the water cools to tepid

And skin turns pruney and spongey

 

I contemplate my exit

From this womb of water

 

Part 2:? Getting out

 

I imagine being found drowned

As I attempt a rolling maneuver

 

After a few false starts

I make it onto knobby knees

 

Placing hands flat I begin to

Gradually elevate my rear end skyward

 

I stand naked staring at the cold water

Gingerly place one foot on the floor

 

Bending over I brace myself on porcelain

Lift second foot over and out

 

Taking the towel off the hook

I think about getting dressed